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♥THE POWER OF NINE ♥
You Teased Me
Now I Am No Longer That Person You Know
Stripped Of All My Egos
Stripped Away All The Lies
Now I Am Gonna Play The Game Like Never Before
Run Devil Run

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RAHUL REHMAN (최수영)
SHINee Lover
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SONE!
E.L.F
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16 GOING ON 17
29.04.1993

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Friday, March 20, 2009

Before I Start..
Happy 8th Birthday To Teo Hsin Yeong :)
May All Your Wishes Come True.. :)


My Eye Bags Are Huge..
Hello People Thats Right I Am Back And I Am Exhausted,Tired,My Head Is Spinning And My Body Is Aching..I Feel Sick..
Like Aniways..
Band Camp For The Past 2 Days Were Good But Tiring..Lets Start..

Thurs 19/3:
Woke Up At 3.30 After Like Sleeping At Ard 11.30?
Din Wanna Sleep At First But After Some Consultation,I Really Am Happy That I Choose To Sleep..
So Like Got My Dad To Send Me To School Cause There Was No Way I Was Gonna Go To School In The Rain..
Bag Check And Fall In Was At 7.15.
Band Practice Was Okay..Btw Bunked Into Faith 3-2..
Lunch-ed Which Tasted Uhm Like Food..
After Lunch Had Sectionals..And I Seriously Felt Like Sleeping..For Some Reason..
Moved Instuments To The Hall...
Then Did The Gifts For The Exchange..
Bathed Then Went For Dinner..
Dinner Was Uhm Okay..I Guess...
After Dinner Had Night Practice..And By Then My Mind Was Seriously Turned Off Cause I Was Super Tired..
Then Had Games..Which Was Fun :)
After That Supper..
Then Went To Shower Again..
Wanted To Thon..But Couldnt Cause I Was Too Tired..
Chatt-ed With Alvin Before Sleeping..
While Sleeping I Had A Wonderful Dream..Which Was Just Fab..
Friday 20/3
Alarm Rang At 4.a.m... Went To Wake William,Ryan Up..William Woke Up Then Ryan Went Back To Sleep..
And I Also Went Back To Sleep..Cause I Was Super Tired..Woke Up Again At 6.a.m
6.10 Went To Bathe..The Cold Water..Woke Me Up A Little..
Then Went To Band Room To Bring The Boxes To The Canteen..
Breakfast: Was Un-filling..So Was Kinda Hungry In The Morning..But It Was Good..Cause I Am Becoming Fat..
The Band Exchange Was Good..But I Felt Like A Stepford Wife Cause My Eyes May Have Been Open But My Mind Was Asleep..
After The Exchange..Went To Move Things..Then Went To Bathe..
After That Went To Move The Tables Back..We Did It In 5 Rows Of 2..Although Not Sure If The Tables Are In The Right Place..Sorry People Of Faith 3-2 If We Messed Up Your Arrangement..
After That Full Band Where I Had A Little Nap..
After That Went Home..
Where The Minute I Lay On My Bed..I Knocked Out Till 7.30..And By Then My Maid Had Already Helped Me Unpacked My Things..
After That Bathed Till 8.10 And Started Searching For The Sec 1 Attendance File..Which Is No Where In My House...I Really Hope Its In School..Cause It Just Cant Dissapear..
And Now I Feel Sick..And Cant Sleep..


Whats Wrong With Me Nowdays..I Am Always Hungry,Tired,And Forgetting Things..
Everything Seems To Be Fucked Up Now..
And All I Do Is Mask Everything Under A Mask..And Just Act Like As If Everything Is Perfect When Its Not..Like A Stepford Wife..
Has It Been Workin?No..
I Mean Look..The Sec 1 Band Attendance Is Supposedly Suppose To Be With Me Cause I Supposedly Took It..The Best Part Is..I Cant Even Remember Taking The File..But It Is Supposedly With Me..And Now I Cant Find It..And I Dont Usually Loose Things..Infact I Never Loose Things..And I Am Starting To Become Fucked Up Already..Cause I Have Never Lost Anything..And I Am Starting To Hate This Feeling..
How Could I Be So Irresponsible By Not Remembering Where I Put It?
And Look At Me..
I Am Soo Sloppy Nowdays..
My Face Is Always Oily When I Like Wash It Like 3 Times A Day..
My Uniform Is Always Looking Soo Unkempt..
And My Hair Is Always Out Of Place...
Call Myself Posh Spice When I Look Like A Fucking Pig..
I Mean Just Look At Me..I Am Freaking Fat And Useless..
And I Try To Percieve Myself As Posh Spice?When I Am Not..Podhy Spice Is Like More Suitable For Me..
I Mean Lets Face It..
Those People Who Say I Have Lost Weight Must Obviously Be Saying That Just To Make Me Feel Good..
But In Actual Fact..I Havent Lost Weight..And Have Only Gained Weight..
I Just Feel Super Tired..Which Is Resulting In Me Forgetting Alot Of Things...Which I Super Hate..
I Have Never Felt Like This Before..People Used To Said I Was Effeicent..But Now People Are Starting To Say I Am Loosing My Admin Touch..Its Not Who I Am..It Really Is Not...
I Am Really Sorry To Those People I Have Let Down..
I Need To Get Away From All Of This..But I Am Guessing That Is Never Gonna Happen..
I Have Not Felt Like My Usual Self Lately..
Only When I Am With Hsin Wei Then Yes..I Am Who Truely Who I Am..
Other Then That..I Am Always Tired..And Feeling Very Vulnerable..
Its Just Not Who I Am..
I Dont Loose Things You Know..
And The Sec 1 Band Attendance Going Missing Is Just The Peak Of This..
Which Shows My Imperfection..But I Hate To Be Imperfect..Its Just Wrong..
I Am Gonna Search For That Band File Till I Find It..By Hook Or By Crook..
And As For My Appearance..There Is Nothin I Can Do Abt It..
I Have Tried But I Am Still Fat..But I Am Not Giving Up..
I Am Just Bluddy Fcuked Up And Very Very Very Tired..
Rahul..xoxo

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