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♥THE POWER OF NINE ♥
You Teased Me
Now I Am No Longer That Person You Know
Stripped Of All My Egos
Stripped Away All The Lies
Now I Am Gonna Play The Game Like Never Before
Run Devil Run

Dark Charisma ♥
RAHUL REHMAN (최수영)
SHINee Lover
MINHO LOVER
SONE!
E.L.F
LOVES' GIRLS GENERATION
SSS
GMS
BAND MEMBER
16 GOING ON 17
29.04.1993

소원을 말해봐 ♥
At Least 10 Points For O Levels
TO BE BELOW 70 KG
WATCH SNSD LIVE!
WATCH SHINee LIVE!
COMPLETE MY SNSD CD COLLECTION
MASTER GEE ,GENIE, OH, RUN DEVIL RUN AND RING DING DONG DANCE SEQUENCE
LEARN HOW TO SING
GROW MY HAIR LONG LIKE JESSICA UNNIE
BE ABLE TO FIT INTO A PAIR OF 30' JEANS
MASTER THE KOREAN LANGUAGE

소원♥
SNSD (소녀시대)
Tiffany Hwang (티파니)♥♥
Kwon Yuri (권유리)♥♥
Im Yoona (임윤아)♥♥
Kim Taeyeon (김태연)♥♥
Lee Soonkyu (써니)♥♥
Choi Sooyoung (최수영)♥♥
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Kim Hyoyeon (김효연)♥♥
SeoHyun (서현)♥♥

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Choi Minho (민호)♥


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Kim Ryeowok (김려욱)♥
Kim Kibum (키)♥
Kim Junsu (준수)♥
Lee Taemin (태민)♥
Jang Wooyoung (우영)♥

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Saturday, March 21, 2009

This Has By Far Been The Most Miserable March Holidays Ever..
So Like Yesterday..
Spend The Whole Morning Finding For The Sec 1 Attendance File..Verdict:Its Not At Home..
After That Had A Long Bath And Just Started To Think About This Term..
After That Had Lunch Ard 4.p.m
After That Went To Do The Maths Ten Year Series..
After That Just Felt Soo Fucked Up..So Called Dominic And Went To Punggol Beach..
Had A Little Star Gazing..Then Back To His Place Where I Had Shots Of Vodka And Tequila..
I Thought It Would Make Me Feel Better..But It Didnt..
Went Home Ard 3.30 Am..Where I Just Lay In Bed Looking Up At My Picture Wall..
And My Mind Was Going Wth Has Happened To Me?
I Am Looking The Worst I Have Ever Looked..
I Am Becoming Super Fat..
I Am Looking More And More Tired Each Day..
I Am Not The Same Person I Was 2 Months Ago..
I Am Not Laughing As Much As I Should..
I Am Rarely Smilling Nowdays..'
And I Am Starting To Hate The Sight Of Food Nowdays..
No Matter What I Try..I Am Still Fat..Why???
I Am Not The Same ABM I Was 4 Months Ago..
Last Time I Could Do Admin Within 20 Minutes And The Thing Would Have Be Handed In The Next Day All Filed Up..
But Now? I Keep Forgetting Things..I Cant Even Remember Where The Sec 1 Attendance Is..And I Am Really Hoping That It Is In The Band Room..
I Feel Like Screaming..I Feel Like Crying..But I Cant..Cause It Just Shows That I Am Imperfect And That I Am Weak..What Has Happened To ME?
Have I Really Solved Any Of Emotional Problems But Just Ignoring Them?

What Am I Becoming?
Not Even I Know..

SO Like With Term 2 Starting..This Are The Things Happening In The 1st Week..Which I Have Dubbed Hell Week..
Monday:Soundcheck..In Full Uniform..Which Means 2 Maths Periods And 2 POA Periods Are Gone..
Wed:PE
Thurs:Cross Country.Which Means 1 Maths Period And 1 POA Period Are Gone..
Fri:Mass Pe..
I Really Cannot Afford To Loose Anymore Lessons Anymore..
I Already Bungled My Sec 3 Year..And I Seriously Wanna Make It To Sec 5..
I Seriously Cant Wait For The 1st April When I Am Gonna Dedicate All My Time To Study..

4 Years In The Band Has Been Great..
And My Stepping Down In 2 Weeks..
Is Gonna Be Emotional But At Least I Would Have More Time To Study..
The Pressure Is On For Me To Peform..And I Dont Wanna Dissapoint Anyone..

But For Some Reason My Heart Is Telling Me That I Am Gonna Loose Something Dear To Me..But What It Is..I Dont Know..
Cause Right Now..I Dont Wanna Loose Anything..

Rahul...xoxo

소원을 말해봐 ♥
10:42 PM