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Monday, March 30, 2009

Thru My Eyes..
The Whole World Seems Better Off Without Me..
And I Dont Blame Anybody..
Cause I Just Bring About Misery To Everybody..
I Have Dug A Whole Soo Deep That Now I Am Struggling To Escape..
I Just Wanna Dissapear..

Well Another BITTERLYsweet Monday..
I Felt Soo Weird Going To School..
I Felt Super Out Of Place..
Lessons Were Okay..
And I Felt Like An Idiot During Malay..
I Felt Soo Numb..
I Felt Like Screaming During POA..

The First Sweet Thing Of Today Was That Hsin Wei Actually Listened To All My Problems During Lessons And Recess And During Lunch...
And It Was Kinda Relieving Telling Him My Problems..

And..
The Whole World Seemed Perfect When I Saw You..
Gazing Into Your Eyes Made Me Feel Like I Had Entered The Garden Of Eden..
You May Not Notice It But Whenever I See You I Cant Help But Smile..
And Only You Have That Effect On Me..(Also Sometimes Hsin Wei Lah)
But Your Eyes Looked Like The Stars In The Night Sky..
Your Hair Like The Finest Silk In The World..
And The Sun Reflecting On You Was Just Amazing..

I Did Not Feel Like Myself During Band..
I Suck At My Tuba..
If The Band Gets A SILVER+++
Its Because Of Their Effort Not Mine..
If The Band Gets A BRONZR----
I Will Take The Fall..

I Want To Get Out Of This Hole..
Help Anyone?

I Cant Even Call Myself Rahul..
Cause Its Not Me..
I Am Here Physically..
But The Rahul Mind Is Not There..
Where Is He?
Is He Gone?

Thanks Hsin Wei..I Really Appreciated It..xoxo
Rahul..xoxo

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