What A Way To End My Academic Week.. I Just Feel Like Letting Go Of Everything And Just Disappear To A Place Where Nobody Can See Me.. I Dont Feel Like Me Anymore.. I Dont Know What Has Happened To Me.. I Need The Answers..But The Person Holding The Key To The Answers Is Me.. And I Dont Feel Like Seeing Another Day..It Will Just Make Me Sick.. But I Dont Think Death Is Gonna Bring About Anything Solution.. I Just Dont Know Who I Am.. And I Have Never Felt Like That Before.. Tears Wanna Roll Out.. I Just Wanna Scream.. But Nobody Is There To Listen.. Cause Nobody Has Ever Bothered Abt Me.. I Am Just A Laughing Stock To Everybody.. The Bud Of Every Joke.. Nobody Has Ever Considered Me To Be Their Friend.. And I Dont Blame Them.. A Person Like Me Should Just Be Left To Rot In Hell.. Has Anybody Really Cared About How I Felt? Has Anybody Really Gave A Dammn About How I Was Ever? In One Word.. No..
The Pain Of Opening Of My Eyes To A New Day.. Just Sucks.. But I Was The One Who Got Myself Into This.. I Was The One Who Found Fault With Many People.. I Should Only Be Angry At Myself.. I Feel Horrible.. I Feel Sick.. But Who Cares..