I Hate The Fact That Nowdays Studies Seem More Like A Burden In Life.. I Hate That Subjects I Used To Love Are Now Becoming Subjects I Am Starting To Find Boring.. I Hate The Fact That I Didnt Have A Choice In The Subject Comb I Had To Take For The N Levels..
I Hate The POA..
But Even If I Hate It.. I Am Just Gonna Have To Do It Well.. I Seriously Dont Wanna A Single 'U' On My N Level Cert.. I Dont Even Wanna See Any '5's Or '4's On My Cert.. I Know I Can Capable Of Getting Good Grades.. I Am Just Gonna Have To Learn To Love The Subjects.. Cause If I Wanna Make It To Sec 5.. I Am Gonna Have To Persevere And Just Hang In For The Ride Of My Life..
So Like Mid Year Is In Like 24 Days.. And I Am Still Like Not Ready For My POA Paper.. And I Am Kinda Ready For Like The Rest..I Think.. And I Haven Been Revising My Lit For The Past 2 Months.. And LIT Is Like My Most Fav Subject.. But I Cant Find The Time To Study It.. But I Am Not Giving Up On The Subject.. I Am Gonna Find Time For It.. Even If It Means That I Have To Loose Sleep..
So Like I Have Eaten Like Alot Today.. I Had Pasta, Brownies And I Finished A Whole Tub Of Chunky Munky.. And Now I Feel Sick.. I Just Feel Like Like An Elephant.. I Feel Fucking Fat.. I Dont Think I Can Take In Anymore Food..
Aniways.. Off To Do Some Lit For 3 Hours..POA For Like 2 Hours..And Maths Till 2.30 A.M.. Then Its A New Week..