Saturday, April 4, 2009
I Used To Love Food.. But Now Whenever I See Food.. I Have To Think Twice Before Eating.. Even After That I Feel Bad For Eating Whatever I Choose.. My Mind Will Remember What Mr Kang Told The Taf Club Pupils Last Year.. The Bag Story.. It Still Pains Me Thinking Abt That Story.. I Need To Find A Balance In The Food I Eat..I Dont Wanna Feel Guilty Eating The Food..I Wanna Enjoy It..So Like Saturday Started Yesterday..
After Listening To A One Hour Lecture On Why Studies Are Important..I Hit The Ten Year Series In On My Study Table..I Fcuking Hate The Fact The People Only View Me As A Failure..I Know I Screwed Up..I Know I Made The Wrong Decision..I Know I Am Not The Smartest Of Them All..It Is Okay If People Feel This Way..But I Hate It When They Tell Me This..Since Pri School It Has Always Been Like That..It Doesnt Mean That Both My Parents Are Teachers..It Doesnt Mean That Just Because They Are Supposodely Good Teachers In Their School..That I Am Suppose To Be Getting A1'S Or A2's..Its Just Not RIGHT..I Try To Make Everyone Happy..But I Have Never Bothered Abt My Happiness..Cause It Doesnt Matter To Me..I Am Happy Where Those Dear To Me Are Smilling Or Laughing..I Feel Happy..But At The End Of The Day..I Try My Best To Satisfy Everybody Who Knows Me..And I Know Only A Few People Want Me To Do Well..So I Am Going To Try And Do My Best For Those Few People..I Already Dissapointed Many People Last Year..And I Am Not Gonna Let That Happen This Year..I Am Gonna Work Hard To See Those People Smile This Year..I Am Gonna Strive Like I Have Never Strived Before..I Am Gonna Become Nerdy Spice If I Have Too..I Am Gonna Try Do My Very Best..And When I See Those People I Dissapointed Last Year Smile..I Am Gonna Be Happy..
I Am Giving Up My Vogue Magazines And Exchanging Them For 9 Books Of The Ten Year
Series..
Hanging Up My Jimmy Choo Heels For A Pair Of Flats..
I Am Hanging Up My Bitchy Attitude In Exchange For A Nerdy Attitude..
Its Time I Conquer One Mountain..And Nothing Is Gonna Stop Me..
And I Am Not Gonna Stop Till I Reach The Top Of The
Mountain Called Sec 5..
I Am Gonna Strut The Sec 4 Runway Like Never Before..
Until I Reach The Pinnacle Fashion Week..
And I Am Gonna Strut Like A Superstar..
And Show..What I AM Really Capable Of ..
At The Runway Show For The N Level..
And No Wardrobe Malfunction Is Gonna Stop Me..
Sec 5..I Will Be Doing Everything To Reach You..
Rahul..xoxo
소원을 말해봐 ♥
5:10 PM
