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Saturday, April 11, 2009

Sitting Here Just Finished My Maths File..
Today Has Been Rocking..
Shall Go Into Detail 2moro..

Like Aniways..
Spending The Day With My Pri School Friends
Has Just Really Made Me Realise That 4 Years Has Really Passed By..
And I Have Never Realised That..
As In Really Really Really Realise That..
So Much Has Happened Over The Past 4 Years..

But This Year Hasnt Been Anything Like I Have Had Expected It To Be..
Even Though Its Only April..
Not Many Things Have Been Going The Way I Had Anticipated It To Be..
Of Course Some Things Have Gone Right..
Like The SYF And Some Of My Results..
But Other Then That..

My Emotions Have Been In A Whirlwind Frenzy..
Sometimes I Might Say I Am Happy But Inside I Am An Emotional Wreck..
But Showing Your True Emotions To Everybody Is Not What Life Is Abt..
It Only Gets You Pity Which At The End Of The Day Is Not Good..

I Would Be Lying If I Tell You That I Am Happy 24/7..
Cause Honestly I Am Not..
Sometimes In School I Just Need To Force A Poker Face..
Cause I Hate Seeing People Showing Their Sympathy Towards Me..

Of Course There Are Those Handful Of People Who Always Make My World A Little Happier..
You Guys Should Know Who You Are..
Then You Have Those Who Mean More To You Others..
I Have Got 2 Of Those People In My Life..
Hsin Wei And *******...
But To See Those Who Matter To Me Smile..
Makes The World Just A Better Place To Live In..

Nothing Makes Me More Happy To See Those People Who Matter To Me Smile..
Even If It Means They Do Not Want Me To Be There..
Cause I Care Loads For Them Being Happy..
And I Despise People Who Make Them Frown Or Cry..

What Is A Definition Of A Friend To Me?
Well A Friend Who Is Person, Who No Matter What Difference He.She Has From You..Puts It Aside To Find A Common Bond..They Give Each Other Space To Breathe..And Most Of All They Stand By You No Matter What..
And Most Important..They Are Honest To You..

Have I Regretted Any Thing I Have Done This Past 4 Years?
Well I Have And Its Not One Thing..
Its Many Things..


But Sitting There Crying Its Not Gonna Solve Anything..
So Pick Up The Pieces When You Fall..
And Get Back On That Runway..
Cause Even If Your Heel Breaks..
You Will Still Need To Reach The End Of The Runway..
Tip Toe And Strut Your Things Girl..
And Show To The World That You Deserve To Be On The Runway..

Okay I Shall Stop Here Now..
Steph Has Finished Bathing..

Happy Easter Sunday Everybody :)!!

And Hsin Wei This Is For You..
10 Years From Now..
We Might Be Doing This..
But In Our Own Special Way..xoxo

Rahul..xoxo

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5:43 AM