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Saturday, April 18, 2009

What Has Happened To The Days Where Everything Just Fell Into Place?
Am I Still The Same Person I Was Last Time?
Physically..Maybe But I Am Looking Super Tired And Weak Nowdays..
Emotionally..Definetly Not..

Whats Wrong With My Mind?
Its Like Playing Games On Itslef..
It Is At War With Itself..
And I Hate It Cause I Cant Seem To Control It..
Its Like It Is In A World Of Its Own..
But I Cant Help It..
I Dont Know How To Control It..

And My Health Is Like Shit..
My Noose Is Now Getting Blocked..
My Throat Is Congested With Phlegm..
And My Head Is Spinning Ard Like A CD Record..

But I Cant Succumb To The Pain..
I Still Need To Study..
I Just Spend 4 Hours Doing 20 Questions Of Algebra From The TYS..
I Still Need Got POA To Study..
I Still Got Malay To Study..
Then There Is Combined Humanities And Science..
2 Subjects Which = 4 Subjects..

I Super Regret Playing A Fool Last Year..
Sometimes...You Really Need To Think Before You Do Something..

But I Am Not Gonna Give Up Easily..
Eventhough My Emotional Status Is In A Whirlwind..
It Doesnt Mean My Academics Should Fall..
I Am Not Giving Up..

I Am Gonna Show The World That I Deserve To Be On The Runway..
So I Better Strap On My Best Pair Of Manholo Blahnik's I Have..
Cause The Road To The N Level Fashion Week.
Is Gonna Be An Emotional And Bumpy Road..
So I Better Hang On For The Strut Of My Life..

Let The Memories Flow

Rahul..xoxo

소원을 말해봐 ♥
11:33 PM