Friday, May 22, 2009
Have The Pieces Of My Life Really Been Shattered Beyond Repair?I Hate Having To Have Behind This Facade Of Being Happy..Have I Been Geuninely Happy?No..I Have Been Hiding Behind This Mask For Soo Long..And Now When I Want To Remove It..It Doesnt Wanna Come Off...Nobody Knows Who The Real Rahul Is...Nobody Except Me..But The Rahul I Know Is Hiding Somewhere Afraid To Come Out Of Hiding..Slowly He Calls For Help But To No Avail..Have I Really Changed ?I Have..And I Dont Even Like Who I Have Become..In Other News..
I Passed All My Subjects..
English: 70.3 (A2)
Mother Tongue: 69.4 (B3)
Combine Science: 70.0 (A2)
Combine Humanities: 71.0 (A2)
POA: 50.1 (C5)
Maths: 61.4 (b4)
Total Points: 13
I Should Be Happy..But My Life Is In Shit Now...I Dont Even Know Who To Trust Or Believe Anymore..I Have A Feeling I Am Gonna Give Up On Life Very Soon..I Have Already Given Up On Love..And If I Die?People Wouldn Even Bother Coming..Life Is Not Making Sense Right Now..And This Friday Has Been The Suckiest Day Of The Whole Year..I Pity The People Who Have To See Me..
Cause I Honestly Hate Seeing Myself..
Should I Even Bother About Life Now?
I Am Gonna Loose Hope On That Very Soon..
Rahul..xoxo
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