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Friday, May 22, 2009

Have The Pieces Of My Life Really Been Shattered Beyond Repair?
I Hate Having To Have Behind This Facade Of Being Happy..
Have I Been Geuninely Happy?
No..

I Have Been Hiding Behind This Mask For Soo Long..
And Now When I Want To Remove It..
It Doesnt Wanna Come Off...

Nobody Knows Who The Real Rahul Is...
Nobody Except Me..
But The Rahul I Know Is Hiding Somewhere Afraid To Come Out Of Hiding..
Slowly He Calls For Help But To No Avail..

Have I Really Changed ?
I Have..
And I Dont Even Like Who I Have Become..

In Other News..
I Passed All My Subjects..
English: 70.3 (A2)
Mother Tongue: 69.4 (B3)
Combine Science: 70.0 (A2)
Combine Humanities: 71.0 (A2)
POA: 50.1 (C5)
Maths: 61.4 (b4)
Total Points: 13

I Should Be Happy..
But My Life Is In Shit Now...
I Dont Even Know Who To Trust Or Believe Anymore..
I Have A Feeling I Am Gonna Give Up On Life Very Soon..
I Have Already Given Up On Love..

And If I Die?
People Wouldn Even Bother Coming..

Life Is Not Making Sense Right Now..
And This Friday Has Been The Suckiest Day Of The Whole Year..

I Pity The People Who Have To See Me..
Cause I Honestly Hate Seeing Myself..

Should I Even Bother About Life Now?
I Am Gonna Loose Hope On That Very Soon..

Rahul..xoxo

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