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♥THE POWER OF NINE ♥
You Teased Me
Now I Am No Longer That Person You Know
Stripped Of All My Egos
Stripped Away All The Lies
Now I Am Gonna Play The Game Like Never Before
Run Devil Run

Dark Charisma ♥
RAHUL REHMAN (최수영)
SHINee Lover
MINHO LOVER
SONE!
E.L.F
LOVES' GIRLS GENERATION
SSS
GMS
BAND MEMBER
16 GOING ON 17
29.04.1993

소원을 말해봐 ♥
At Least 10 Points For O Levels
TO BE BELOW 70 KG
WATCH SNSD LIVE!
WATCH SHINee LIVE!
COMPLETE MY SNSD CD COLLECTION
MASTER GEE ,GENIE, OH, RUN DEVIL RUN AND RING DING DONG DANCE SEQUENCE
LEARN HOW TO SING
GROW MY HAIR LONG LIKE JESSICA UNNIE
BE ABLE TO FIT INTO A PAIR OF 30' JEANS
MASTER THE KOREAN LANGUAGE

소원♥
SNSD (소녀시대)
Tiffany Hwang (티파니)♥♥
Kwon Yuri (권유리)♥♥
Im Yoona (임윤아)♥♥
Kim Taeyeon (김태연)♥♥
Lee Soonkyu (써니)♥♥
Choi Sooyoung (최수영)♥♥
Jessica Jung (제시카)♥♥
Kim Hyoyeon (김효연)♥♥
SeoHyun (서현)♥♥

SHINee ♥♥

Choi Minho (민호)♥


Choi Minho (민호)♥
Ok Taecyeon (택연)♥
Lee Onew (온유)♥
Kim Jonghyun (종현)♥
Lee Donghae (이동해)♥
Choi Siwon (최시원)♥
Kim Ryeowok (김려욱)♥
Kim Kibum (키)♥
Kim Junsu (준수)♥
Lee Taemin (태민)♥
Jang Wooyoung (우영)♥

소원을 말해봐 ♥
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Girls Generation ♥


SNSD♥:
Friday, May 29, 2009

Its It Me Or Has Time Gone By Really Fast?
It Was Just Like As If Yesterday I Was Stepping Into GM Not Knowing What To Expect..

Its Hard To Believe How Much I Have Changed These 5 Years..

I Mean I Left St Stephens At A Weight Of 50 Kg And Was Only 168 CM
I Had No Friends..
Cause I Never Believed In Any..
I Never Spoke Unless I Was Spoken To..
Cause I Was Scared That People Would Laugh At My Voice..
I Never Smiled..
Cause I Was Never Happy..

Who Knew Coming Into GM Would Have Turned Out A Billion Times Better Then What I Expected It To Be
I Mean I Came In As An 80 Kg 170 cm Person..
I Put On Weight Due To Depression..
I Still Remember Being Very Scared Of Everything Around Me..
And The First Person Who Spoke To Me In School..
Was Also The First Friend I Had Ever Made In My Life..
Hsin Wei..
Who Knew A Lanky And Quirky Person Like Him Would Have Changed My Life Forever?
I Began Smilling And Laughing..
Something I Never Knew How It Felt..
Peak Weight That Year Was 110 Kg At Only 176 cm

SEC 2 Was Just Amazing..
Yes I May Have Reached My Highest Weight Ever..
At 178 cm I Was A Staggering 145 Kg At One Point In The Year..
Yes I Was Fat..
People Started Knowing Me As Posh Spice..
Which Was Pretty Surreal..
Cause A Year Ago..
Nobody Knew Who I Was..
I Mean 2007 Had Many Exciting Events..
From Arts Nite With Hsin Wei,NDP Which Rocked And Of Course The Return Of The Spice Girls Tour :)
I Still Remember Bursting Into Tears Upon Hearing The 1st Few Lines Of Spice Up Your Life..

SEC 3 Was Kinda Bittersweet..
It Was The Year Whereby Almost Everybody In The School Knew Me..
Yes There Was A Gigantic Conflict..
I May Have Broken Up With My GF Of 3.5 Years..
But I Mean It Was Also The Year Where I Really Fell In Love With A Girl..
I Found A Best Friend In Hsin Wei..
I Learned Things I Never Knew..
And Of Course..
I Dropped To Sec 4(NA)
My Peak Weight That Year..
At 181 CM.. I Was 115 Kg..

SEC 4 Has Been Really Stressful..
I Have Never Laughed Soo Much..
I Have Also Never Cried Soo Much Before..
So Far This Past 6 Months..
I Have Been Making Up For Most Of My Mistakes..
Acadmically I Have Been Okay..
Emotionally?
Still Got Loads Of Work To Do..

However..
I Am Sensing A Great Loss In 2009..
I Cant Shrug Off The Feeling That My Silly Actions Is Gonna Make Me Lose Something I Dearly Love..
But What Is It?
Can I Stop It?
I Hope I Can..
Cause I Have Seriously Loved This Year..
And I Dont Wanna Loose Anyone Dear To Me..

As For My Family?
To Me.. They All Dont Exist..
So I Honestly Cant Be Bothered About What Happens To Them..

My Peak Weight This Year?
At 180 CM I Was 89.5 Kg.
I Hope To Be At Least 60 Kg By The End Of The Year..

Parent Teacher Meeting Was Quick..
Did A Little Lit Feedback With Mdm Eng..

And Have Spend The Whole Day Doing My Maths Ten Year Series :)
Monday Is Gonna Be A Start Of A New Era..


I Just Cant Shrug Off The Feeling That You Are Hiding Something From Me..You Keeping Numb About Everything Is Drving Me Nuts..
Rahul...xoxo

소원을 말해봐 ♥
12:05 PM