Saturday, May 9, 2009

Nobody Ever Said Studying Was Gonna Be Easy..
But Nobody Also Ever Said That It Was Stressful..
But Nobody Ever Told Me This..
I Havent Had More Then 3 Hours Of Sleep A Day In The Past 4 Weeks..
And There Are Days Where I Dont Even Sleep..
And I Dont Think Concealer Or Coffee Can Mask My Tiredness..
But I Guess You Need To Sacrifice Somethings To Achieve Something Better?

So Anything This 2 Days Have Been My So Called Science Days..

Fridays 08052009
Day Started Off Okay I Guess..
Took A Shot Of Baileys Infused With Vodka And Came To School..
Was Literally Trying To Cram In Everything I Had Learned Abt Physical Geo In My Head..
The Paper Was Okay I Guess..
I Did The Question On Rivers And Geography Of Food..
And Because Of Some Distracting Idiot I Kinda Screwed Up The Question On The Relief Of An Upper Course.. I Tottaly Had The Answer In My Head Then He Does Something That Screws Up My Answer..And I Lost It..
And Then I Kinda Smiled When It Started To Rain..

After Paper Followed Hsin Wei To His House..
Then I Waited For Him In The Library..
For Like Nearly One Hour I Was The Only Person In The Library..
Then Pearly,Hui Ting,Shameera And Yi Hui Came
Then Was Like Tottaly Laughing Lah..
Then Hsin Wei Came And Did His Art While Me And The Girls Were Laughing
After They Left I Watched Hsin Wei Do His Art..
Then Went To School To Find Miss Leng..
Then Couldnt Find Her..
So After That Went To Have Lunch..
After That Back To The Lib..
Where He Studied Science..
And I Struggled Trying To Study Science..
After We Got Tired Of Studying..
I Blame The Idiotic Fucking Hot Weather..
We Calmed Down By Talking..
Then Walked Ard..
He Went For Chem Tuition And I Went Home..
At Home I Toke Literally 6 Hours To Remember All The Physics Formulaes..
Then Ard 11.p.m
Went To Have A Nice Bath In The Bathtub While Indulging On A Nice Granola Bar..

Saturday 09052009
Call Me Weird But I Actually Felt Dammn Happy Hearing The Thunderstorm..
I Started Laughing And Smilling :)
Did Physics Again Like From 0100-1400
Had Breakfast Which Consisted Of A Grilled Slamon Fillet With Like Brown Rice..
I Was Like Trying To Use The Formulaes And Trying To Solve Some Questions..
Then Had Lunch After That..
Then Did Physics On Heat And Reflection Of Reflection Till Like 2330..
Then Went To Bathe..
Now Starting On Chem Very Soon..
And Making A Pot Of Coffee..
And Today I Am Locking Myself In My Room To Study..
Cause A Idiotic Cold War Is Occuring Outside The Door..

I Feel Super Loserish..
I Should Be Going Out Shopping..
But I Am Stuck Here Studying..
Everywhere Else, 16 Years Old People Are Having A Ball Of A Time..
And I Am Here Studying Like A Dog
And There Is No Gurantee That I Will Make It To Sec 5..
I Mean Why Is It Called Combined Science If Its Two Whole Subjects By Itself?
But I Guess I Will Have To Perservere And Just Take What Comes My Way..

And Sec 3's Who Think Sec 3 Life Is Just A Honey Moon Year..
Dont Live To Regret It Like Me..
You Will Have To Learn A Long And Painful Lesson Like Me..

Rahul..xoxo

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