How Has 2009 Been So Far? Well My Stress Level, Alcohol Level And Blood Pressure Has Gone Up The Roof.. Even Though I Barely Eat, I Have Put On 2 Kg This Past 3 Weeks.. I Think It Sucks That I Have To ***** Everytime I Eat.. I Dont Like Doing It.. But Its Like I Have No Choice At All.. You See.. Being A Fat Person In This World, Many People Think Of You As Lazy.. Which I Am Not.. But The Weight Is Not Coming Off.. And I HATE Starving Myself..
Alcohol Level Has Gone Up Due To My Stress Level Going Up.. You See.. Whenever I Get Stressed, I Drink Alcohol Usually Vodka.. Then I Get The Energy To Do My Work.. Call Me Weird.. But For Some Reason, Due To Me Being Stressed, I Have Been Able To Do My Work Dilligently. But Teo Hsin Wei Is Right... I Am Toooo Tensed Up.. But I Cant Seem To Relax.. I Mean The N Levels Is Like Coming.. And I Do Not Wanna Go To ITE.. But Its Becoming Too Much For Me To Handle.. Just Look At My Eyebags..
I Am Not Rahul Anymore.. I Am Like A Robot Just Living Day To Day.. I Have Seriously Kinda Lost The Will To Have An Exciting Life.. Cause The World And The Education System Doesnt Allow Me To Have A Life..
Lets Go To The Personal Side.. 2009 So Far Has Been A Roller Coaster Ride For Me.. I Have Never Laughed Soo Much In My Life.. I Have Also Never Cried Sooo Much In My Life Before... It Was All Scary Going Through Depression Again.. At Least Now Its Under Control.. But The Other Thing Doesnt Seem To Go Away.. And Its Scary..
But Through It All.. I Have Always Tried My Best To My Poker Face On.. But Some Times I Just Cant.. And My Class Has Been Amazing.. They Kinda Know When I Am Having Mood Swings.. And They Always Make School Enjoyable.. Something I Need To Thank Them For.. The GM Band Also Has Been Amazing This Year.. And Of Course There Are The Others Who Always Make My Life Seem A Little Brighter..
2009 Has Also Have Me Feeling Like Hsin Wei And I Are In Sec 1 Again.. Its Just That Now We Are Both Bigger And Have Different Views On Things.. Nevertheless, When We Are Together We Always Seem To Have A Ball Of A Time.. Sometimes I See Myself Talking To The Hsin Wei I First Saw Who Had Purple Specs And The Geeky Persona.. Something Which I Always Loved Seeing :) Yes This Year May Have Seen Us Having The Most Arguements Due To Our Different Views.. But I Think We Learn From Those Arguements And Become Stronger Friends.. :) It Has Really Been An Amazing Time.. And I Am Serious About The BFF Thing :) hahahahahahahahahahahaha :)
Then There Are ***** And ***** The 2 Stars In My Life.. They Are Freaking Hot And Hot Cute.Adorable.. But They Dont Even Know I Exist.. haha
I Shall Stop Here Now.. I Cant Seem To Find My Chemistry Home Work.. And I Have To Choose What I Am Gonna Wear For Friday When I Have Seoul Garden With Hsin Wei,Shu Hui,Qin Yi And Zinnia ! Its Gonna Be Fun :)
