Wednesday, June 24, 2009

So Like This Year..
Everything Has Been Like A Roller Coaster Ride..
And ThereIs Not One Day Whereby I Dont Here A Ridiculous Rumour About Me..
Which People Take As The Truth About Me..
So I Shall Address Some Of The Things I Have Heard..
So This Post Shall Be A Little Candid..


1) Where Do I Live?
Ans: I Live In An EA Apartment Flat, Which Is A Flat That Has More Then 5 Rooms, I Used To Live In Siglap But, I Dont Anymore. I Moved To This House In Bedok Reservoir Last Year Around August. So, If You See Me Walking Around Bdk Res.. Its Because I Live There.
2)Why Dont I Talk About My Family?
Ans:I Hate Every One Of Them, I Simply Despise Them.Except For My Mum Sometimes. So,If You Wanna See Me Go From Calm And Collected To Furious And Mad..Just Talk About Them.
3)Why Am I Bitchy?
Ans:I Am Not Bitchy But I Can Be If I Want To. I Am Just A Person Who Speaks His Opinion Loudly About People. It Might Not Be Something I Am Proud Of, But I Am Working On It. So, You Have To Mind Me.
4)Are Hsin Wei And I A Couple?
Ans: No. Hsin Wei And I Are Just Very Good Friends. It Does Not Mean That We Are Seen Together Most Of The Time, That We Walk Close Together, We Are Together. This Is Ridiculous Cause Aren't Friends Suppose To Be Close? Its A Little Ridiculous To Me If I Think About It.
5)Why Am I Always With Hsin Wei?
Ans: Lets Be Honest, I Am One Person Who Find It Hard To Make Friends. To Be Honest, Hsin Wei Was My Very First Friend I Ever Made And I Have An Attitude That Is Very Hard To Get Along With. Which I Why I Find Myself Pissing Off My Friends Easily. Something Which I Need To Work On. Secondly, I Am A Loner, A Weirdo If You May Call It. I Dont Know How To Fit In With A Crowd. Something Which I Am Still Working On. So Yes, You May Not See Me Getting On With Some People Cause I Am Very Particular About The Friends I Make.
6)Why Do I Like The Spice Girls?
Ans: Lets Just Put It This Way.. They Were The Only Things Which Brought Me Happiness For A Very Very Long Time Something They Still Do And I Dont Think Liking Them Is A Sin Neither Do I Think Is Something To Be Made Fun Of. Everyone In This World Likes A Different Thing.
7)Am I A Virgin?
Ans: What Do You Think? Somethings Are For Me To Know, And Certainly Not For You Guys To Know.
8) Why Did I Drop To Normal Academic?
Ans: Ok Like 5% Was Because I Wanted To Be Closer To Hsin Wei. But, The Main Reason I Wanted To Drop Was Because I Realised At The EOY Exams, I Had Screwed Up My Academic Life And I Had To Find A Way To Make Up For All The Time I Had Wasted That Year. It Was Honestly The Hardest Decision I Have Made In My Life. But, I Would Have Never Changed The Decision I Made Neither Do I Regret It. I Find Myself Very Happy In Hope 4-1B, The Tempo Of The Teaching Process Is At A Very Nice Speed And I Find Myself Understanding More About Subjects I Could Not Do Before. The People Here Also Are Very Nice. Yes, I May Miss Being In Express Sometimes Nevertheless, I Think I Made The Right Decision.
9) Why Do I Call Myself Posh Spice?
Ans: I Call Myself That Because, When I Was In Pri 4, My Teacher Gave Me The Name Because I Never Did Smile Neither Did I Talk. To Be Honest,Posh Spice Is The Kind Of Person I Really Am. I Dont Like Smiling Unless Necessary And I Dont Like Talking Because I Honestly Hate My Voice. It Is Soo Annoying.
10) Am I Gay?
Ans: NO.
But I Will Admit That I Have A Crush On 3 Guys..
Cam Gigandet,Chace Crawford And ******

I Mean Who Wouldnt?

Like I Know Some People Might Twist What I Said In This Post.
But I Honestly Cannot Be Bothered About It Already.
Its My Life And I Shall Live It The Way I Want To Live It.
I Am Done Trying To Satisy What People Think Its Good For Me..
I Am Done Trying To Live Me Life The Way People Want Me To Live It.
Cause It Has Honestly Not Help Me In Anyway.
So Like From Now On, I Am Going To Start To Control The Decisions I Make..
I Am Not Gonna Hide Who I Really Am Anymore..
Its Time The Real Rahul Stood Up..

Seoul Garden With HSIN WEI,Shu Hui ,Zinnia And Qin Yi :) :) :)

I Think Life Now Is Gonna Be Filled With Crap And Shit...
But Thats Life..
I Am Seriously Not Gonna Be Like Dependant On Anybody..
Cause I Need To Learn How To Get Over Things By Myself..
I Am Guesing I Need To Move On With Life..
Cause What Is Done Is Done..
Its Time I Start Life Again..
I Know I Have Done Many Stupid And Ridiculous Things In My Life..
But Nobody's Perfect Right?
I Am Not Gonna Be Sorry About Anything..
Neither Am I Gonna Regret Anything..

Its My Life..
And Its Time I Make It Fabulous..

I Think Its Time I Let Go Of You..
Holding On To You Now Does Not Bring Me Any More Meaning..
Yes We Will Still Talk To Each Other..
But I Dont See Us Being Close Anymore..
I Dont Need You Anymore..
Neither Do I Want To Be Associated With You..
I Finally Have Learned To Survive W/O You..
And I Am Honestly Happy..
And I Sure Know You Dont Know I Am Talking About You..


Rahul..xoxo

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