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너무 너무 멋져 눈이 눈이 부셔 숨을 못 쉬겠어 떨리는 걸
oh 너무 부끄러워 쳐다 볼 수 없어
사랑에 빠졌어 수줍은 걸
(두근 두근 두근 두근) 두근 두근거려
밤에 잠도 못 이루죠
나는 나는 바본가봐요
그대 그대밖에 모르는 바보
그래요 그댈 보는 난
oh 너무 너무 예뻐 맘이 너무 예뻐
첫눈에 반했어 꼭 찝은 걸
어쩌면 좋아(어쩌면 좋아요) 수줍은 나는(수줍은 나는요)
(몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라)
몰라 몰라하며 매일 그대만 그리죠
친한 친구들은 말하죠
정말 너는 정말 못말려 바보
하지만 그댈 보는
너무 반짝반짝 눈이 부셔
너무 짜릿짜릿 몸이 떨려
오 젖은 눈빛
오 좋은 향기 Whenever I See You..All My Problems Dissapear...I Become Reenergized..And Everything Goes Back To Being Perfect..I Become Anxious Whenever I See You..My Hear Starts Thumping..And All I Do Is Simply Gaze At Those Glittering Eyes..That Sunshine Smile..And I Become A Shy Girl..And Stop Talking..No One Has That Effect On Me..But Do I Have The Courage To Tell You How I Truely Feel?But One Thing Is For Sure..You Are My 1st Love Story..*
Today Was A Very Good Day..
No Doubt The Whole Class Was Dead Tired..
But It Was Because Today I Was Genuinely Happy..
Lessons Were Just Simultaneous Test, One After The Other..
But I Had Loads Of Fun During Chapel..
But It Became Awkward..
And Talking To Mr Gage Today Got Me Thinking About The Way I Have Lived Life..
You See..
I Had A Little Talk With Him About My Private Life..
And He Brought This Point Which Made Me Think..
' Dont Trouble Trouble Until Trouble Trouble's You'
And He Also Made Me Think About The Way I Have Been Living Life..
You See All My Life, I Have Always Pushed The Idea Of Friendship Far Far Away..
And It Was Because Of That..
I Bottled Up Everything..
Never Telling Anyone Anything..
And Often Covering Up The Truth So That I Would Be Happy..
But After Talking To Mr Gage About What I Truely Know About Myself..
Rahul 16 But Suffering From A Slight Eating Disorder (Shall Not Hide This Anymore)16 But Has Gone Through Depression Twice..16 With A Very Very Strict Mindset..* Isnt The Most Manliest Guy On Earth* Thinks The Male Species Is Weird* Does Not Believe In Religion* Fakes Being A Bimbo And Dumb ( Honestly, I Know More Than People Think I Know)* Is Never Relaxed (Yes, Hsin Wei.. You Were Right)* Sucks At Making Friends..* Loves His Friends Alot..* Is Always Thinking Of A Way To Control A Problem..* Loves To Control People But Hates To Be Controlled..* Loves Pointing Out Other People's Defaults And Errors But Hates It When People Points Out His Mistakes..* Is Very Good At Lying To Himself* Loves To Be In The Dark..* Always Wishes That I Am A Girl..* Is Okay With Guys Liking Guys And Girls Like Girls..* Can Never Say No..And The List Goes On..
Maybe Its About Time I Start Looking At Life In A Set Of Different Eyes..
I Am Not Gonna Change Myself To Become What People Want Me To Become..
I Should Just Do What I Wanna Do But Also Knowing My Limits..
So What If I Walk In A Certain Way?
So What If I Talk Like A Girl?
That Is Who I Am..
And If You Dont Like It..
You Can Simply Fuck Off..
Of Course He Talked About Other Things Which I Shall Not Disclose..
After School With Weilun,Hsinwei,Brandon,Zhunweng,Choonkee And Junjie..
And Played A Little Basketball With ZW,CK And BT..
The Race To The N Levels Just Seems To Be Going Kinda Good..
I Have Strapped On My Best Jimmy Choo..
And I Ready To Strut My Stuff Baby..
Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee!
Rahul..xoxo
