Thursday, October 22, 2009
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Feelings Are Things That You Cannot Force Yourself To Have Neither Can You Force Yourself To Stop Having Those Feelings.Look, I May Be The Master At Faking A Smile And Acting Like I Dont Care But There Are Just Somethings I Cannot Fake..What Do You Want Me To Do?Like I Said, I Am Not A Circus Clown For You Guys..Neither Am I A Signboard With Instructions For You Guys To Read..So Just Stop Staring..And Stop Laughing At Me..I Am Not Blind You Know..I Can See..I Can See That You Guys Have A Problem With Me When As Long As I Remembered, I Have Not Done Anything To Any Of You..I Barely Even Know Any Of You..Then What Is Your Problem?Is It Wrong To Like A Person?Is There A Law Against It?Its Not Like As If I Stalk That Person And Chase That Person Wherever They Go Right?I Am Practically Minding My Own Business Trying To Make My Life Better?You Guys Dont Even Know How Depressing It Is To Be In My Place In Life..Where The Only Way I Can Become Happy Is BY Shopping Or By Seeing You..I Dont Have A Family To Depend On Because I Have No Ties With Any Of Them..And School Is A Place I Go To Escape All The Rubbish I Have Had Home..But You Guys Are Just Spoiling It..Dont You People Have Any Hearts To Think?I May Fake Being Happy And Not Bothering..But Deep Down..You Guys Are Just Tearing Me Apart..And I Dont Even Think You Guys Know That..I Cant Help That You Make My Knees Go Weak..I Cant Help That I Loose All Control When I See You..I Cant Help That You Make Me Go Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee..What Do You Want Me To Do?Tell Me..*
In Other News..
Spending Time With My Class Was Good Today..
I Was Actually Happy..
Spending Time With Nazirah, Ath And Sab Was Also Good..
But You Had To Spoil Everything..
Do You Like Me That Much That You Must Stare At Me Like As If I Am A Work Of Art?

Seeing Choi Minho Wink On SGB Really Brought My Mood Up From Depression...
Rahul..xoxo
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