* Why Care About The Haters When All They Want To Do Is To See You Miserable? Am I Actually Satisfying Their Desire By Having All These Feelings And Breakdowns? Everyone Is Saying Heck Care About Them, But How Am I Suppose Not To Care About Them If They Are Haunting My Thoughts Every Minute Of The Day? I Will Admit That I Have The Weakest Will Power When It Comes To Standing Up For My Rights.. Cause After Being A Bitch And A Domineering Character For The Longest Time Ever, I Have Honestly Really Really Tamed Down Alot So Much So That I Actually Also Lost My Balls Along The Way.. In The Past, If I Was Unhappy With A Person Or Wanted To Get Back, I Would Go ALL Bitchy On That Person And Let That Person That Nobody Messes With Me.. But Now I Am Always Running Away From Everything.. When People Stare, I Wink Or Hide.. What Has Happened To All That Bitchiness In Me? Where Are My BALLS? People Are Right, I Am Not As Fearless As I Was Last Time Cause Now I Think With My Brains Before I Do Anything.. I Am Scared To Do Anything Without People By My Side.. Its That The Same Rahul Who Made It Known That Guys Can Be Bitches.. The Same One Who Made People Know That He Hated Them To Their Face.. Or Is That Rahul Gone Forever? Then Again, If My Bitchy Sides Come Back, Hell Have No Fury Like Me.. And I Will Loose All My Friends Again? So I Have To Decide Now.. Ignoring Those Idiots And Just Continue Being Myself Or Go Back To Being A Bitch And Wrecking Hell All Over Again.. I Guess Life Is Not A Straight Road As I Thought It Would Be.. I Need Answers, Anyone Has Those Answers? And I Need To Talk To YOU, I Wanna Know Why You Are All Doing This, And You Know I Am Talking About You.. Please I Need To Know.. *
In Other News, Yesterday, I Went Jogging With Weilun,Jericks,Brandon,Hsinwei At Bedok Reservoir.. Then Met Choonkee And Zhunweng For Lunch.. Fucking Limped All The Way Round Bedok Cause My Feet Were Like Aching.. They Played Mahjong, Dota And Maple At Brandon House, Yvonne Joined In.. And I Won My First Mahjong Game :D Dinner At Aunts Place Was Simply Horrible.. Dont Ask..
Now, I Am Going Gaga Over Choi Minho.. Who Is Officialy My Most Fav Korean Idol Over Tiffany And Soo Young :D
