* Please Just Walk By Without Acknowledging Me.. Please Dont Even Glance This Way.. Dont Act Like You Care.. Dont Offer Anything To Me..
I Have Closed My Heart.. I Have Hid My Tears.. I Am Gonna Look At You Like A Stranger I Have Never Seen In My Life.. Just Get Out Of My Sight..
I Alone Spoke Of Many Dreams And Secrets.. Gave Away Everything Just To Make You Happy.. In The Memories I Cherished Alone.. My Tears Flow Like There Is No Tomorrow Even Though You Are Far Away.. I Bury My Love Deep Within My Heart..
Even Though It Silently Kills Me Inside.. I Shall Stop Crying From Now.. There Is No Separation Of The Love I Had For You In My Heart.. So Goodbye My Friend.. Time Will Never Change Anything.. *
When You Left My World.. Loneliness Took Over My World.. Honestly, Look At Me And What Do You See? A Weak And Vulnerable Soul That Was At One Time The Posh One Everybody Wanted To Be With.. A Lost Soul That Honestly Fakes A Smile On The Outside.. A Lost Soul That Kills Himself Silently For Everything That Goes Wrong.. A Lost Soul That Does Not Even Has The Balls To Admit To The Person He Has Liked For Four Years That He Likes That Person.. A Fucked Up Person That Just Moodswings Like Nobody's Business..
Through All The Hard Kin ships, I Salvaged Myself In The Friendship Of My True friends.. Those I Know Will Be There For Me When I Need Them.. Whether They Quack, Squeal Or Joke Around.. I Love Them Cause They Brought Me Up From My Greatest Mistake Ever.. And That Is Something I Am Grateful For..
Yet The Biggest Mistake I Made Was Regarding You As The Most Important Person In My World.. Cause I Know You Never Once Did Care About Anything.. I Know You Just Regarded Me As A Joke.. I Know I Was Never Once Your Friend..
I Know Many Of You Think That I Am An Ass For Labeling My Family As An Asshole.. But Honestly After Everything I Have Been Through, I Guess It Was One Of The Best Decisions I Have Ever Made.. Yes At Home I May Not Talk, I May Not Smile.. But At Least The Biggest Burden I Had Vanished.. Yes, I Have Honestly No Family To Depend On Cause I Dont Even Talk To Anyone At Home.. And I Hate Everyone At Home.. Which Is Why I Come Off As An Arrogant Attention Seeking Person.. Cause I Honestly Dont Know How To Act Like Around People..
And About The Gay Rumors.. Now, Not Even I Know What I Am.. I Have No Idea How To Be Like A Guy.. Yes, I Have Two Balls And A Dick, But I Have 0 Knowledge Of How To Be A Guy.. So Comment All You Want Or Please Put Aside Your Views And Help Me Understand This Gender.. Cause I Am Desperately Wanting To Become A Man..
I Honestly Have No Idea Who Rahul Is.. Have I Changed? Why Am I Soo Girly? Why Am I Not Showing My True Emotions.. I Cry A River In My Heart, Yet I Put On A Smile For Those Around Me.. Why Can Nobody See My Broken Life? Why Can I See The Tears But Not Feel The Sorrow? I Need Answers.. I Need To See The Light..
As I Look Out My Window Sucking On My Lollipop.. I Make A Silent Prayer That Everything Will Go Well.. And That My World Becomes Bright Again..
