It Seems Like Only Yesterday I Was Saying, I Cannot Wait To Go To School And Start Life Afresh.. Well Lets Just Say 2009 Has Officially Been Named The Worst Year In My Whole Life.. It Was A Year Filled With Many Hardships, Tears And Pain. To Sum It All Up: 2009 Saw Me -Starting Life Afresh In A New Class And It Was Very Painful To Adjust To The Way Of Life In That Class, But Things Eventually Worked Out And I Actually Found Myself To Love The Class.. -Due To All The Teasing Of My Weight And My Looks I Became Insecure And Went Through An Eating Disorder, A Period In Time Whereby I Would Actually Vomit Out The Food I Ate Just To Be Thin And Starve Myself To Look Like A Normal Person In School.. -Starting The Year As A Bitch Saw Me Loosing All My Friends And I Honestly Still Remember The Pain I Went Through Trying To Get Back My Friends.. Thankfully I Did.. -Going Through A Period Of Time Whereby I Had Many Mood Swings And Sudden Outburst Of Anger For No Utter Reason, Saw Me Loosing My Hair And Loosing All My Self Confidence.. -Of Course Who Can Forget My Biggest Secret Leaking Out And The Pain I Had To Go Through Till Today Of The Humiliation I Faced From All The Torment From Those No Life Idiots.. -Lastly, I Lost My Best Friend Because Of My Selfish Ways And I Honestly Went Through A Very Dark Period In Time Whereby The Tears Would Flow Like There Was No Tomorrow.
Then Again, 2009 Did Have Its Good Points.. - I Went Through A Period Where I Became More Strong Willed And Started Learning How To Live Be Myself With No Support From Anyone, With The Birth Of My Ego theBLACKpearl -I Managed To Loose Weight Through Exercise And I Have Never Felt Better In My Life.. -I Learned Who Were My True Friends And Who Were Not.. -I For Some Reason Managed To Accomplish Everything I Had Set Out To Do From Loosing Weight To Scoring Below Ten Points For My N Levels.. - I Also Learned How To Show My True Feelings For Things And Not Hide It -I Was Also Introduced To A World Of K-POP Music Where The Likes Of SNSD,SHINee,Super Junior Set My Life Ablaze On A Daily Basis..
So As I Say Farewell To 2009 I Would Like To Thank The Following People For Helping Me Survive This Year Of Hell, Qinyi,Shuhui,Zeenia Hsinwei,Weilun,Brandon,Choonkee,Zhunweng,Junkai,Jericks,Junjie,Pearly,Yvonne,Janice. Sabrina,Athirah,Syikin,Raden,Nazirah,Siti Jingrong,Joel,Ain,Dewi,Vivian Poh The GM School Band, Adam,Jiayi,Yongliang,Zion,Jelene,Ryan,Elfa,Jassie,Huiyan,Alan,Alvin Miss Nonis,Miss Johnson,Mrs Hooi,Mr Gage,Miss Wong,Mr Kee, Mr Samuel, Miss Ng, Mr Kang
Without The Support You Guys Gave Me, I Dont Think I Would Be Standing Here Today.. Love You Guys..xoxo
So As I Say Goodbye To 2009, I Would Love To End The Year With My Top Song Of 2009. Tell Me Your Wish By SNSD :D A Song That Reassured Me That There Were People Around Me Who Loved And Cared For Me :D
Hope You Guys Have A Good Year! And Hopefully I Will Keep Blogging!
