Usually By This Time Of The Year, I Would Be Feeling Like I Have Accomplished Everything I Set Out For, I Mean Usually By Xmas Time, I Would Be Super Happy Cause I Would Be Looking Forward To Opening Presents In The Morning Knowing That I Deserved It Cause Of Everything That Happened In The Year..
But The Story This Year Is Different.. You See, Even Though I Did Accomplish Everything That I Said I Would Set Out To Accomplish, All I Accomplished Only Was Materialistic From Scoring To Eight Points To Loosing 45 KG In A Span Of 2 Months, It All Only Made Me Look Good On Paper.. But As Everyone Knows, 2009 Only Brought Out The Worst Side Of Me To All My Friends.. They Had To Suffer Whenever I Got Angry Or Threw A Bitch Fit.. They Had To Hear My Annoying Voice Comment About Every Little Thing That Went Wrong In Every Aspect Of Life.. I Lost Many Friends, Lost A Best Friend But For Some Reason I Still Survived.. Is That Something I Should Be Happy About?
In One Word.. NO! I Mean All The Sleepless Nights, All The Constant Worrying, All The Crying Only Did Little To Make Me Happy This Year.. So To All Those I Hurt In 2009, I Apologize For Everything I Have Done To You.. And I Promise You Guys, I Will Make It Up To You Some Way Or Another..
What Do I Want For Xmas? To See All Those I Cherish Have A Good Christmas And Hopefully Life Will Go On Despite All The Rough Patches That Have Happened This Year..
So Here Is Wishing Everybody A Very Happy And Merry Christmas And A Very Happy New Year :D God Bless..
