Sitting Here In My Study Room Looking And Planning My Plans For 2010.. My Mind Cant Help But Remember All Those Painful Moments That Happened In 2009.. Am I Ready For All That Crying, Screaming Or Pain That I Might Face In The Coming Year? Am I Ready To Loose Another Friend Due To My Careless Tongue? Am I Ready To Face Another Melt Down Like The One I Had In 2009? I Honestly Want Answers To All These Questions, Sadly I Am Not God..
So Spend The Whole Day Today Organizing My Worksheets And My Files According To Subjects And Chapters For Easy Reference This Year.. Went To Get My Hair Cut Also Before Doing All My Stuff.. Saw This Cool School Bag But I Told Myself That My Resolution Was To Be Frugal This Year Which Means I Am Using My ANIMAL And ZinC Bag This Year.. Same Billabong Pencil Case.. But Hopefully I Can Get My Tiffany Notes And Card Case As Soon As Possible.. Btw Sorry To Zinnia Shu Hui And Qin Yi For Not Being Able To Make It Today For The SHINee Meeting.. I Was Honestly Jam Packed With Things To Do.. I Still Have To Sort My Uniforms I Still Need To Sort Out My Books.. And Chose Whether To Wear My Taecyeon Or Nichkhun Socks To School On The 1st Day Of School.,
Now I Sit Here On The Laptop Writing Out Things I Learned In 2009 So That I Dont Make The Same Mistakes In 2010.. But I Am Not Gonna Be A Very Friendly Person This Year If I Go To That Class.. Cause I Honestly Dont Like Them And I Honestly Know That They Dont Like Me.. Praying That 2010 Goes Off Without A Hitch..
And Pray To God That No Epidemics Or Pandemics Occur This Year.. I Wanna Study!! HWAITING!
I Shall Leave You With These 2 Videos..
I Remember This Song Really Spoke To Me About Many Things The Last Months Of 2009.. Its A Very Meaningful Song..
MINHO Looking Super Cute! Cant Wait To See Him In Feb :D