Friday, January 8, 2010

There Was A Period In Time In Which I Used To Smile Everyday..
And It Was Because Of You..
But I Remember Every Painful Moment Of The Breakdown Of The Most Powerful Relationship I Had With Anyone..
It Rained On That Day,
You Stared At Me Wordlessly Then You Looked At Everything Else But Me,
Those Trembling Gazes And The Awkwardly Forced Smile Only Spoke Of The End Of Everything We Had.
Is It That Hard To Tell Me What Happened Between Us?
Tears Are Flowing Down..
And They Soak The Dry Lips..
I Have No Idea What I Can Do..
Now I Can’t Erase You Out Of My Mind..
I Cried A Lot Because Of You..
I Laughed A Lot Because Of You..
I Believed In Life Because Of You..
I’ve Lost Everything Because Of You..
I’m Speechless, Suffocating And Lonely..
I Still Remember..
You’ve Told Me To Leave..
You Treating Me As If I’m Insane..
It’s Just Too Hard To Express How Hurt I Was..
And The Moments Where I Will Cry Silently And Wordlessly..
Till Today, I Sit Here Crying Myself To Sleep Wondering What Happened Between Us..
I Know I Changed, I Know You Changed..
But What Happened To Working Things Out When Thing Got Bad?
As Much As Some People And I Want To Start A Friendship With You..
I Dont Know If I Have The Strength To Go Through It With You Again..
All The Crying, Feeling Guilty, Screaming And Just Feeling Like Shit..
You May Think I Have Moved On..
But I Honestly Cant..
I Miss You..
And I Know You Dont Miss Me..
Sometimes I Wonder Whether You Ever Ever Really Considered Me A Friend Or Your Personal Assistant.
Then Again Its Not Your Fault.
Rahul..xoxo
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