For Some Reason, Today Feels So Difficult And Exhausting, I Hold My Pillow Closer As I Sit Alone In My Room I Fidget With My Phone As My Heart For Some Reason Feels Empty Today
School Was Good Today. I Love My Class. I Hate Some Of Them Who Are Just Super Anal. Brandon Tok Is Super Cute :D I Hate Sharifah.
I Hate Some People In Band. I Hate Those Idiots Who Have No Balls To Tell It To Our Faces. I Hate Those Idiots Who Just Spoil My Day By Showing Attitude. I Hate Some Dick Heads Who Call Themselves Band Members But Complain About Everything. I Hate Those Idiots That Cant Even Endure Anything. I Fucking Hate Some Of Them Who Dont Even Deserve To Be Band Members. I Am Honestly Done Caring About What Happens In Band. I Am Just Tired About Everything Going On. Its Not Like As If We Were Put On A Pedestal When We Were In Sec 1-3. You Think You Gonna Get A Gold With That Kind Of Attitude? Think Again.
Then Again, I Love Band. Some People Make It Enjoyable To Attend. Quintet Practice Was Amazing. Some Of Juniors Are Super Cool And Funny And Talented. They Are The Reasons That I Come From Band. They Are The Reasons That The Band Will Strive To Greater Heights And They Will Be The Ones Who Deserve The Credit.
But Honestly Gonna Step Away From All The Crap And Only Step In When I Am Told To Do So. Not Happy Come Say It To My Face. I Will Be More Than Happy To Entertain You :D
I Am Just Pissed Off With Everything Thats Happening Around Me.. Why Does My Life Just Seem To Become More Shitier? I Want Time To Rewind..
