I Am Not Gonna Be That Person That Cared So Much About What People Thought Of Me Anymore. I Am Not Gonna Be That Person That Spewed Crap Half The Time From My Mouth Anymore. I Am Super Not Gonna Be A Super Sweet Person To The People I Dont Like Anymore. Gonna Reduce My Patience Level. Gonna Reduce My Whining. Gonna Increase My Anger Level.
Its Time For That Real Me To Come Out. The One I Have Been So Fearful To Expose. No More Lies From Me. I Mean Why Add To My List Of Sins Right? So What If People Dont Like Me? It In No Ways Affect Me Right. So What If People Call Me A Gay Etc? They Just Have Got Nothing Better To Do.
This Time, I Am Gonna Push Myself Out Of The Spot Light. Gonna Focus On My Friends After A Very Long Time. Hurt Any One Of Them. And I Will Wreck Havoc In Your Life. And The Game Has Already Began.
So Not Gonna Be That Sissy That Was Scared Of Everything Around Me. This Time, I Am Gonna Do It With My Dignity And Pride In Tact.
Its Gonna Be A Very Unexpected Term Filled With A Lot Of Darkness And Pain. Its Gonna Be A Very Fun Term.