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Saturday, March 27, 2010


The One Question I Hate Hearing Is What Happened To You, You Okay?
I Just Hate Hearing It.
Yet, Its My Most Fav Question To Ask People.
Cause I Dont Like Seeing People Going Through Pain Misery When They Are Good People.
Yes, Most People See Me In My 'Rainbow' Mood.
But Honestly That Is A Mask Put On To Only Conceal My Frustrations And Anger That Come Along With The Horrible Everyday Ordeals And Crap That Life Throws At You.
Honestly, I Hate Smiling And Laughing.
Its Just Not Me.
But Its Those Rare Glimpses Of Me Genuinely Smiling  With The People I Am Comfortable Being Around With That Gets Me Happy.
Cause Its Around Those People Where No Judgment Is Passed And Everyone Possess The Best Interest Of Another Being In Their Heart.
I Am Not Gonna Lie.
I REGRET Dropping To Normal Academic.
Cause I Knew I Would Never Ever In A Million Years Fit In To A Group Like That.
Cause My Mindset Is Such Where I Dont Take Things Likely Or Consider Anything As A Joke Or A Fun Thing.
Dont Get Me Wrong Here. 
There Are Some Nice People There But Majority Of Them Just Make Me Wanna Bite My Head Off.
That Was The Main Reason I Worked So Hard To Get Out Of The Stream Back In Sec One.
I Just Didnt Fit In.
4 Years Later After Being In Express For 2 Years.
Those Thoughts Run Through My Mind Again.
I Just Hate It.
Honestly I Do Hate Those Thoughts.
But I Just Cant Erase It.

In A World Of Bitches, Hypocrites, Sluts, Whores, Cheaters And Double Faced People.
Nobody Is A Nice Person.
Honestly Nobody Is.
Some Friends Are Friends With A Motive.
But Its Those Genuine Friends That Stand Out From The Crowd And Makes Your Mind Wants To Become Friends With Them.
Cause You Know That Those Are The People That Have Your Best Interest In Their Heart.
As I Strive To Work Hard To Get Out Of Geylang Methodist With A Good O Level Cert.
I Am Gonna Keep In Close Contact With Those People Who Accepted For Who I Really Was And I Knew I Could Rely On.
And As I Move On From GM, I Am Not Ever Gonna Make Good Friends With Anyone EVER EVERY Again.

The Blood Boils Like Never Before.
I Just Hate Everything.

소원을 말해봐 ♥
10:24 PM