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Sunday, March 21, 2010


Without A Doubt The Most Eventful March Holidays In My Entire Life.
This Time, This March Holidays Not Only Changed Me Emotionally, Mentally, Physically And Spiritually.
It Also Changed The Way I Am Gonna Look At Life
Never Again Am I Gonna Do The Things I Did This Past 17 Years.
Removing My Tears, Removing My Fears.
After Everything That Happened To Me I Am Gonna Change The Future.
Which Of Course In The Past I Kept Saying I Was Gonna Do.
This Time, I Think Have Learned My Lesson Too Well That I Am Super Not Gonna Allow It To Happen Again.

SHINee Weekend.
So Like The SHINee Weekend Started On Friday When We Had Cross Country.
Which Btw I Came In 104th Position.
Ran With Ryan And Jason But Sped Up At The Last Lap.
Yes, I Am Super Super Proud Of Myself For Having Come In That Position Given How I Used To Come In Dead Last For My 4 Years Of Secondary School.
After That I Was Supposed To Go Home To Sleep But In The End Went For Lunch With Zinnia And Shuhui.
Which In Turn Saw Me Having One Of The Best Bus Rides Of My Life.
So We Decided To Have Udon For Lunch Walked Around Tampines 1 Where Shu Hui Had A Hilarious Experience.
Had Lunch While Fan- Girling Then Off To The Airport Where We Waited For SHINee To Come But Found Out The Queue For Fanmeet Had Already Started.
Thus, We Choing-ed All The Way There In A Cab And Got Our Queue Number. 69-76
Walked Around IMM For A While Then Waited For A While Before Going Back Home To Rest And Bathe.
Went Home And Had No Time To Sleep Given I Had To Finish All The Band Camp Details And Everything.
Bathed For An Hour And Took A Cab Picked Shu Hui Up And Went To IMM To Wait.
Had A Heart To Heart Talk With Shuhui For Like 4 Hours Talking About Everything I Was Feeling This Year And Really Opening Up.
Had Breakfast While She Went To Sleep.
Waited And Waited Then Finally Got Our Tickets.
Had To Wait Some More And Chiong-ed To School For Band Angry And Pissed Off.
Band Went Fine.
But To Be Honest All I Was Thinking About Was Minho The Whole Way.
Had Lunch With Adam And Yong Liang.
Went Home, Slept For Like 1 Hour And Left For E Awards.
E Awards Were Simply Amazing.
I Mean What Could Be Better Than SHINee Under The Stars Performing All My Fav Songs.
Still Feels Like A Fantasy.
Went Home After Waiting At The Hotel And Slept For 4 Hours.
Woke Up Bathed And cHiong-ed All the Way To IMM With Shuhui When We Heard News That The Queue Line Had Already Started.
Chiong-ed There And Guess What, We Were In The 3rd ROW!
Waited For E, QY And Z To Come.
And Guess What When SHINee Came, We Were In The 1st Row.
The Fan Meet Was Simply Amazing!
So Much Eye Contact With Key, Onew And Minho!
Yes Freaking CHOI MINHO!
My Flaming Charisma!
My Flower Boy!
Kept Screaming Like A Girl Whenever Minho Spoke.
Qinyi Screamed Like A Guy Whenever Jonghyun Spoke.
Lol Lol Lol Lol Lol
I Super Loved How Close We Were To Onew And Minho!
Honestly Speaking, It Was Freaking Amazing.
After The Fan Meet We Like Went Home To Bathe And Everything And Went To The Airport For Popeye's.
And Other Details Are In My Mind.


So, As The Clock Ticks Away,
So Does My Loud Mouth Ego Fades Away.
This Time, I Am Gonna Be Darker Like The Spice Girls In Holler And SNSD In Run Devil Run.
Going Back To My Primary Six Days.
Days Where I Hated Laughter And Smiling.
Tick Tock, Piss Me Off And I Will Go After You.
Tick Tock, Hurt My Friends And I Will Destroy Your Reputation.
Tick Tock, Not Gonna Care What People Say.
Tick Tock, Not Gonna Care What People Do To Me.
As Long As I Know I Am Doing The Right Thing, I Am Not Gonna Bother About Anything Else.
This Term Will Also See Me Spending Super Little Money To Save For My EOY Trip With Esther And Qinyi.
No More Outings.
No More Recess.
No More Outside Lunch.
This Time I Am Seriously Gonna Save Money.

I THINK I LOVE YOU AGAIN!

Rahul..xoxo

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