Everyone Is Entitled To A Mental Breakdown Once In A While. I Go Through One Once Every Six Months.(something Obvious) Lets Be Honest Here In Saying That The Past 3 Weeks Has Not Been A Single Bit Easier. Mood Swings Every Other Hour, Hot Tears Flowing Every Other Day, Slits Appearing Every Other Day. Ranting Sessions Lasting Few Hours. But Despite That There Were Those Moments Were The Laughter And Smiles Just Removed My Mind Off Everything Negative In The Day.
Yes, Some Things Should Have Never Been Said Or Done. But The Past Is The Past And I Cannot Reverse It. Moreover Things Happen For A Reason Right?
Now, I Am Gonna Maintain This 'Emo-ness' Cause It Allows Me To Think. Yes In The Process I Get Depressed And Pissed Off. But When The Moon Rises. The Problems Fade Away As I Laugh The Sadness Away While Sipping On Coffee Teaching Minyee, Michelle And Natalie Humanities. And End The Day Talking To Adam At The Steps At The Library Like Blair And Serena In Gossip Girl.
** I Cant Believe I Trusted You So Much, To Find Out The Truth About You. Broke And Shattered My Heart**Lets Lay Out Everything Here.
I Am Not An Easy Person To Be Around Cause My Life I Super Complicated Filled With Many Problems And Troubles.
Which Is Why I Usually Dont Like Socializing With People Cause My Flaws Tend To Get Highlighted Over Time.
Neither Do I Open Up To People Easily Unless Trust Is Present, How Do You Think I Managed To Encrypt Everything Within So Well In Front Of People I Dont Know?
I Am Sorry For Being Such A Bore With My Problems And Such.
Really Sorry/
Friday 23042010 School Was As Usual BORING! (Well Friday's Suck Due To 4 Periods Of POA) English Test Went Okay, But The Elementary Past Perfect Tense Just Simply Bored Me To Death.\ Bad Enough Lack Of Sleep Resulted In My Bad Moodswings This Past Couple Of Days. POA Bored Me To Death, Rushed Home Took A Nice Hot Bath And Went Back To School To Have Lunch With Natalie, Jelene And Michelle. Was Still Pissed idk Why And Did Geog Outside Of Class To Calm Myself Down While Listening To RDR Replaying Itself. Waited For Jelene To Have Lunch Then Off To Parkway Parade For Some Dress Shopping With Michelle And Dinner With Natalie. Night Study Was Simply Amazing. Obvious Reasons. And The Balloons Were Distracting. Lol. After Night Study Serena Blair Library Moment With Adam Then Off To Mac Then Took A Bus Home. Thanks Keefe :D
