I Think Everyone Should Have Known That This Week Was Without A Doubt A Very Eventful And Very Dramatic Week For Me.
But Lets Remove Away The Negative Points At The Week And Lets Look At The Positive Things Of The Week. -Breaking Down May Have Embarrassed Me Big Time, But Letting Out All The Emotions I Had Bottled Up For Such A Long Period Of Time Just Really Allowed Me To Finally Find Peace With Myself. The Emoness That Came After That Was Due To My Mind Trying To Get Itself Back Into Position. Talking To Adam And Shuhui Also Allowed My Emotions To Go Back To Normal. And Honestly Really Really Woke Me Up For The Dream I Was Stuck In.
-I Also Realized That All The People I Had Misjudged Actually Turned Out To Be Nice People. Another Reason Why I Decided To Reduce My Very Very Judgmental Factor That Is Present In Me. Something That Has Really Made Me Become More Approachable This Past Couple Of Days.
-I Had Also Realized That Actually By Allowing People To Get To You, It Gets You No Where. At The End Of The Day, Only I Get Affected, They Dont. My Studies Have Seriously Suffered This Past Couple Of Weeks, From Now On, I Am NOT Get Let That Suffer Again. Being Who I Am In School, I Am Supposed To Score Well In All Subjects. Be It EL Or Mt. Its What I Am Expected To Do. So I Am Not Gonna Let People Down.
I As Usual Dont Like Things To End Open Ended. So Let Me Just Close This Thing Once And For All. And Leave This Chest Close For The Rest Of Eternity. I Know In Your Eyes You May Have Felt That You Had Been Fooled By Me All This While. But I Too Felt The Same Way About You Guys. I Honestly Didnt Want Anything To Happen Between Us. Though I Did Complain About Being Unhappy And Being Left Out. I Always Told Others That Maybe Things Will Turn Out Right In The End But Things Would Never Be The Same Again. You May Have Felt That I Was Changing Into A 'bitch;, Snob But Actually I Was Still The Same Person You Had Known For So Long. It Was Not Like I Was Avoiding You Guys. I Just Needed Some Time Away After The Twitter Facade. All The Things That Happened, Just Made It Worst. I Honestly Tortured Myself For Everything That Had Happened. Go Round And Ask, And You Will See How Much I Treasured You Guys. I Know In The 1st Place We Should Have Had Better Communication Among Us. And I Honestly Understand Why The Issue Of Trust Was Played About Given Both Sides Were Not Honestly Truthful With One Another. But I Know At The End Of The Day, The Past Cannot Be Reversed. But I Would Like To Thank You Guys For Being There For Me In The Past. And Good Luck For Your O Levels. Who Would Have Thought That Despite The Times When Would Play About, The Way We Used To Scream And Shout. I Never Dreamt It Will End This Way. As Much As It Pains. I Have Finally Moved On.
One Of The Reasons Why Friday Is The Best Day Of The Year. Getting Bored To Death With Miss Johnson And Adam Was Great. Natalie Laughing Is Just Really :D Watching The Events Was Okay. Getting Worried Seeing Keefe Falling Really Worried Me. Hopefully He Is Alright. Seeing You Eat Made Me Wanna Puke. Watching A Movie With Shuhui,Kiannamb,Minyee,Zeenia And Michelle Was Just <3 Spending The Rest Of The Day With Adam Walking Around Orchard Was Simply lol and <3 <3 <3
You Called Me A GG! Honestly When I Found Out About That. My Heart Skipped A Beat. And I Was In Still Am In A Lovey Dovey Mood <3 Hehehehehehehehe!
