Sometimes Bad Things Happen Only To Test Your Endurance And To Open Your Eyes To How The World Is Really Like. .Ugly.
This Past Couple Of Weeks. I Am Sure Everyone Has Been Able To See How Easily I Lose My Temper. How I Barely Even Smile And Barely Even Eat Or Laugh. Its Because Life This Past Couple Of Weeks Has Just Simply Been A Roller Coaster Ride Of Emotions And Feelings. But Thinking Of Everything Now. This Past Couple Of Weeks Have Actually Been One Of The Best Couple Weeks In My Life. Ironic But True.
Here Is Why. - I Was Finally Able To Separate My True Friends From People Who Simply Depended Me On Things. Honestly Having People Like Natalie, Shuhui, Michelle, Minnyee, Zeenia, Qinyi, Tabitha, Jelene And ADAM Around Me Has Seriously Open My Eyes To A Whole New World I Barely Even Knew Existed, And Really Made Me Decide That I Need To Grow Up And Really Decide What I Want And Need In My Life. - After Bottling Emotions In At School For A Long Time, I Was Finally Able To Just Feel What I Wanna Feel And Didnt Care Who Was Around Me Or Where I Was At. I Just Showed It Around. Though It May Not Have Been Positive. At Least Now I Dont Need To Conceal And Bottle Up Everything And Have Finally Learned That Not Being A Plastic Doll Does Really Have Its Benefits. And After A Super Long Duper Long Time. The Laughter And Smiles That Came Out Were Genuine Not Those Superficial That I Let Out Laughing For A Super Long Time.
I Think I Am Over The Emo Period. Holding On To The Feelings That 1st Arose, The Anger Etc. Its Has Not Done Me Any Good At All. And Only Satisfies Those Hungry Vultures Around Me Who Are Waiting For My Downfall. Why Should I Satisfy Them? I Come To School Not To Socialize With the People In My Class. I Do Not Need To Depend On The People In My Class. Neither Do I Need To Care What They Do To Me. I Am Only In There To Score My 8 Points For My O Levels. And Not To Make Friends Or Make Memories. Thats When Band Comes Into Play.
My Final Performance Was Simply Nothing Like I Expected It To Be. Lets Start With The -ve's 1st. Somebody's Bossy-ness Just Ticked Many People Off. I Understand That You Need A Lot Of People. But We Were Also Busy Settling Other Things. You Could Also Be A Little Nicer In Your Tone. As Usual, The Ridiculous Thing That Happen Between Two Bands Also Ticked Me Off. The Blood Honestly Boiled Half The Day As Adam And I Tried Cooling Each Other Down.
+ve Bought Coffee For Miss Nonis, Miss Johnson And Miss Rabiah. Had Lunch With Jelene, Deanna And Adam. Anti Duck Lol Bought Sushi For MJ, MN ;D Quintet Went Better Than Expected. Screwed Up Band Perf But For A Good Reason <3 Honestly An Emotional Day.
Now With Nothing Blocking My Way. My Race To 8 Points Is On. Game On ;D
